Is good. :) I hope things don’t change. I like it just the way it is.
Why can’t anything ever work out for me?
I miss you so much. I remember how you used to say that I’m the only girl you’ve never gotten into a fight with. And now it hurts because we’re fighting all the time.. We fight once and stop talking for days.. and then we have problems trusting and reconnecting with each other again. And just holding onto the grudges that are keeping us from talking again. The fact of the matter is… I need you in my life. No matter how many times we fight or disagree with eachother.. you keep me sane.
Wow.
Now, I finally know what you’re capable of. To think I used to be in that position. How am I to know if I wasn’t just as stupid?
My world.
Why does everyone just leave when I need them the most? Why do you play with my feelings? Does it make you feel good to lift me up and then just throw me away without another thought? Everything was fine. It wasn’t perfect, but it was fine. Why is it as soon as I stop trying you start? Is that the key? To just leave you alone and you’ll come back? Talk to you one day… and not the next? I guess it can be an every other day type of thing. If it meant the world do you… why do you turn it around and do the complete opposite of what you feel is right. You’re not confused. You’re just stubborn. Stop messing with my feelings. Because you know you mean the world to me.
No point?
I hate it because my life was just getting back on track and I was having so much fun with it and then I got thrown a bomb shell. I don’t like dealing with this stuff. It’s all tooo confusing and I don’t know what to do. I guess there’s nothing I can do. Because there’s no point in me trying anymore.
But on a better note, I do love my friends. =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHANDI!!! :)
